Awkward & Blue

      Life throws many difficult situations at us. Time and time again we adjust, cope, and survive these situations. Our very existence as a human race is proof of this. We spend most of our lives encountering uncertainties and yet there is one aspect that never ceases to phase me; the waiting. Whether you're anticipating a major life change or expecting an exciting package in the mail, waiting can be one of the most difficult human experiences.  The last year of my life has been nothing but waiting; waiting for the pandemic to end, waiting for circumstances to change, waiting to get my life back on track.     For the last couple of months, I've been waiting to find out some really important news. This news could dictate my entire future.  How can a person cope with this kind of pressure? I have no idea. At times it has driven me insane and sent my thoughts spiraling. Lately, I've tried a multitude of distractions in an attempt to alleviate the a...

      Hello and welcome to my blog! I am so glad you're here! This is a space where I will share my word vomit and overly personal inner monologues. I decided to start a blog because love writing, sharing things about my life, and connecting with people. Social media has become a really toxic addiction for me so I'm hoping this will be a safer outlet to express myself. The goal of this blog is simply to bring me whatever I need at the given moment; joy, peace, catharsis, etc. I hope it can bring some of those things to you as well. I have a lot to say about the world around me so why not share some of it with strangers on the internet?!     Now, a little bit about me: My name is Sam, I use she/her pronouns, I am 19 years old, and I live in California. I am currently on a gap year but am studying and want to pursue writing/directing for theatre. My favorite color is turquoise, my favorite movie is Moana, and I love to spend my free time doing crafts. I am a veget...